inside of my body i will find many more of me

by cotton sun fun

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im srry
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b54 bus 01:59
missed the bus today it drove away and i stood outside in the pouring rain killed myself a million times in my brain when i stood outside wish i could hide from the bus that surely will be comin but i just kept on bummin i hate the b54 bus
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petals on the flowers reaching out for me i like their colors the way they make me breathe theres some pollen in my eyes but i only little cry cause i love these flowers today im gonna water them even if i dont get a drink even if i have to pee in a vase to hydrate these flowers cause today at 2 oclock they were beautiful tonight at 8 oclock i am not so ful but today in a happy moment they made me think of they made me think of
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what if 1 day u woke up and u werent a person but u were a dog what if 1 day u woke up and u werent a person but u were a log what if 1 day u woke up and u werent a person but u were eggnog what if 1 day u woke up and u were a person and u hated urself
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take out food in the fridge was way too much to finish now its been there 9 days can it be microwaved?
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see myself across the street wonder if he wants to meet a dummy boy with nervous ticks he knows all of the coolest tricks like walkin with confidence and style his swags forever on my file but hes not real and im alone im blankly staring at my phone
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wishing the sun wouldnt leave knowing the day must cease pray theres no darkness in me hope that my insides stay outside of me
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hhahahahahhaha
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there is a boy with a spine comprised of steel and a heart made out of gold he likes to laugh he like snocones and hates math he thinks the world needs to relax and enjoy its songs he thinks we needs to sing along look at the sky be the clouds that pass on by he did tell he wants to strike fear into hell with kinder words and a humbler walk in the world and each day i hear him softly tenderly say to love this ground that holds your feet without a sound he made it all so simple he made it all so true and blue like the sky like the clouds that pass on by like this song this song we all sing along and yet he is afraid that he wont get to say it every day that there's not a cloud in the desert sky that this song ends that he'll have to say goodbye oohhhh
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im gonna quit my job abandon my family im gonna kill my friends desert all of my memories but 1st id have to leave this parking lot and i dont feel like unlocking the door quit yet cause i know when i do that im gonna feel differently thank u hazel for giving me the love that i neeed meow meow meow u make me feel like i can achieve anything like climbing a tree or killing a bird or being happy
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about

hi thanks for reading this!!!!! i love u for being here!! these are all songs i wrote in a month!!!! almost all tracks were recorded in one take ((a goal i set for myself i p much accomplished)). everything that wasnt guitar or (((some)))) vocals was improvised. this is not a perfect album but neither am i so like hey!!!!!

if you finish the album and want to hear the last track, call 480-415-3571.

here is something i wrote about the record while i was recording it
3/8/2017
"i have an album coming out soon. i think i'm calling it "inside of my body i will find many more of me"
it's all songs i've written roughly in the last 4 weeks. i've been told a lot recently to go find myself; self-discover. but the "individual you" does not exist. inside of you is a mountain of yous piled on top of one another. different people - the same person - gouging each other's eyes out, killing one another to get to the top. to surface yourself in one moment is choosing not to surface a million other yous. and i guess that's what the album is. all the different me captured in this last month. i'll keep y'all updated. ily to the max."

sorry for all the bad words too

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released April 18, 2017

ostin fickel: best freaking guy ever who also recorded, mastered, mixed, creatively directed, and made everything better including your life by his being in existence

me: music person

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